Latest blow. I really like the colours in this mage and the mood it creates. I think I’ve given up my desire to get to the top of the ladder in the steel cage. I’ve just got too many more important things to do. I’d much rather get good at illustration which has some use than trying to prove to all those people who think I’m not worth considering that I’m better than they are. I think watching Lady Snowblood a lot has really brought to the forefront of my consciousness the extent to which I’m driven by something akin to revenge. There are quite a few people I’d like to be able to tell that they are not worth my time. However, time to let it go.