I seem to be in a better mood today than I have for the past week. Guess the dementors have gone somewhere else. Still not being very productive, but I guess that comes next. I’ve been doing a bit of walking lately – it would be good if I can keep that up. Need to lose some weight.
Later…
I’ve managed a decent walk, up to Savers for some clothes. I bought some boots a couple of weeks ago and now need some clothes to wear with them. Hope I bought the right stuff. Meanwhile I’ve been rethinking my emotional state. I don’t think I’m actually feeling bad about the past. I think I’m experiencing now the feelings that I didn’t allow myself to experience then. So, feeling bad about what was the present. Subtle distinction. But how to deal, other than with denial that is. Difficult.