I’d like to have a normal life. I’m sick of the angst, the constant striving, depression, bitterness, etc. etc. Today I’m making some effort at normality. Buying a couple of new clothes was a start. Since then I’ve been mostly doing housework. I’m sick of the place being a mess.
I’m weening myself off the online forums slowly. The race thread on istock has been pretty boring lately – lots about the world cup, then other stuff I’m not very interested in. Besides, hardly any of them check out my cage battles, and so far only one has even congratulated me on my win.
As for the cage I’m not sure if I’ll be back. I’m no longer interested in trying to solicit interest in my art there. I plan to stick with vector illustration for the foreseeable future.
Later…
Getting the place tidied up slowly. Feels strange. Mostly I spend my weekends working on something pretty well non-stop – Flash, 3D, painting assignments. When I get tired I play AOE or maybe watch a movie. Housework doesn’t get much of a look in usually. I’m sick of feeling so driven though.